Allison Boozer

scanwiches

2011-12-18T13:01:00.002-07:00

The man behind the scanwiches

I am so inspired and proud of my talented friend JMC.

visit the scanwiches website.

Up late just geekin out

2011-12-09T02:07:00.004-07:00

Yes, it's late (will probably regret staying up) ....
but I was dying to work on this template for facebook fan pages! (a little something I'm working on for our clients)

So I just cranked out my own custom page to see what it has to offer:

http://www.facebook.com/AllisonBoozerDesign

Westword says it best

2011-11-30T00:21:00.006-07:00

Twisted Pine will debut a series of monthly one-off specialty beers in 2012

"These are going to be different, off-the-wall beers," says Bob Baile, owner of the Boulder brewery. The first will be Surreal Stout, aged in bourbon barrels and decorated by artist and designer Allison Boozer, who has worked for Twisted Pine...

Read the entire Westword article here.

Blooming New Obsessions for Spring

2011-05-01T10:37:00.007-06:00

I am absolutely obsessed with Bonobo's newest album Black Sands.

This album is like a fine wine: It's immediately delicious, but definitely gets even better with age. Especially when performed live:

Watching this video inspired me to find out more about Bonobo; I just need to know where the magic comes from! Found out that he writes/composes all of his own music AND can play a variety of instruments. He starts by composing on the piano, then he plays and records each part for every instrument used in the song. Pretty amazing.

Another Design

2010-06-24T19:16:00.004-06:00

Keep it comin'!

Workity work work

2010-06-04T20:32:00.006-06:00

The past month has been a blur of design. Building up my portfolio has been time-consuming, and I'm still trying to master the art of balance. All I can say is that I've loved every minute of it.

I spent most of April creating a tri-fold brochure for a local non-profit called Conscious Alliance. The project was bigger than I expected, and many hours were spent hunched over my computer perfecting this brochure. Once the initial design was completed, I began writing the content for the brochure. Like I said, quite the project. Anyway, here is the brochure:

The next project was a promo card for a company called 903 Smile Gear. Their shirts are amazing and very unique, and I wanted to show that. The goal was to keep the design clean and simple - let the shirts speak for themselves. (shown front and back)

Alright, it's back to work for me.... stay tuned for a new version of my portfolio website!

Redesign. Then do it again.

2010-04-17T22:12:00.004-06:00

OK so, I'll be redesigning my website again .... it seems to be a never-ending process (which is actually one of the reasons I love design). I spent the last week in Austin meeting with some really wonderful people and trying to find a clear way to visualize and verbalize my dreams and goals. After meeting with a number of successful and really inspiring people, I was finally able to see it.

College helped me really explore the artist within, and for that I have no regrets. Now the hard part is applying that knowledge and artistry to the outside world. At this point I realize this isn't really a choice; I just have to continue to design and create. And more than that, I want to.

This past week has taught me some truly valuable lessons. One of those lessons is something we've all heard: It's all about who you know. This lesson is applicable to other aspects of life, not just for finding a job. Basically everyone you meet can play an important role in your life and vice versa.

Another piece of advice is to read everything you get your hands on. It's easy to be inspired by articles on topics that get you really excited. At the Austin airport I picked up a magazine called Austin Monthly. There are lots of stories about everything from art to music to parties. One article featured the work by an artist named Victoria Corbett whose background was in installation and illustration. She found a practical way of applying her artistic skills by creating screen-printed clothing (you can see some of her work here). Most of her designs feature trees and blossoms because, as she puts it, nature doesn't really go out of style.

So to bring this all back around... I've always loved designs inspired by nature, and I think I'll apply this to my new website design.

Jobs for the Creative Soul

2009-11-12T11:29:00.000-07:00

I’ve been working pretty hard to decide what I want to do when I grow up - researching different advertising firms, talking to my friends and thinking about the things that really get me excited.

Today I googled ‘list of creative jobs’ and this is one of the links that came up. The last part ‘Think Outside of the Box’ really got me inspired. I was so inspired that I made a list of possible jobs I could do almost on my own: designing websites for friends (which I am already starting to do), taking engagement photos/professional portraits, entering into photography contests, selling my art at Etsy, teaching art classes, etc.

The list is pretty decent and now I’m ready to go!

A Lesson in Brevity

2009-11-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

So as of today I am applying for a creative internship at Crispin Porter + Bogusky. I was going about the process, filling out their application that had questions like “What’s your favorite holiday?” and “What was the last book you read?” These were pretty easy to answer, and I did so without hesitation. Then I came across this: “Tell us your life story. Use six words.”

Ah, crap.

So I googled it, asked some friends and brainstormed a little. I’m still stuck, but I’m going to come up with something soon. Here are some examples: http://www.smithmag.net/sixwords/

New Website

2009-10-29T21:24:00.000-06:00

I finally completed the redesign of my website. It still needs some tweaking - all designs are never fully finished. I also still need to add my new work and my design section (which I am working on). But this will do for now! Check ‘er out:

allisonboozer[dot]com

Textile

2009-10-26T21:21:00.002-06:00

I’ve been playing with the idea of action combined with textile. The first version of this was with Azlon and paintings; this week’s version is of Ronnie (chopping wood) layered with wood/bark and moss. This photo didn’t turn out as well as I had envisioned, but I really love the idea of action combined with textile. I’m going to continue to play with this theme and see if it takes me anywhere.

Lake Austin

2009-10-20T09:18:00.001-06:00

This little gem was taken when I was in Austin during August. Beautiful Lake Austin.

Redesign

2009-10-13T15:15:00.001-06:00

Currently redesigning my website. Here’s what I’ve got so far.

2009-10-07T13:28:00.003-06:00

Here’s a photo of my neighbor Azlon painting by the pool. I layered it with some Jackson Pollock paintings that I altered slightly.

The website

2009-06-09T13:50:00.003-06:00

So I finally updated the website today. The Fine Art section now has all the other images from my surreal series this past semester. Tomorrow I hope to start doing some design examples for the "design" section, so stay tuned!

allisonboozer.com

Come see our show!

2009-05-02T23:14:00.002-06:00

My photo 4 class put together a photography exhibition! I'm very excited. I've worked hard this semester, and I'm ready to show it off! Anyway, there will be food and drink provided. Come support us!

the last of my photo series...

2009-05-02T23:03:00.000-06:00

More images from my photo 4 series...

2009-04-29T12:23:00.006-06:00

The portraits started out of the same idea as the rest of the series, and though they may look slightly different I think the photos work well together. So I have 5 finished images... only 5-10 more...... in TWO days. Yes, I am frantically working. See you on the other side.

working working working

2009-04-23T01:07:00.003-06:00

This little gem is my field shot. I want to incorporate it in my series; I just haven't figured out how to yet.

My stomach is empty. Dinner was eaten hours ago. I've been working on photo stuff since I woke up. Heck, I was even dreaming about it. I think I may have come up with at least one more for the portfolio. That makes 3... out of the 15. I'm trying to balance between creating strong images and meeting the numbers. But you know what? I think I can do it. Wish me luck.

Rooftop: Counter Image

2009-04-11T22:50:00.001-06:00

FINALLY!!!

2009-04-10T17:10:00.005-06:00

So for the last week and a half I have been frantically sifting through my work, deciding what to put on my website, building the website from scratch and then reverse engineering a flash photo gallery to fit my website.

Version 1.0 is DONE!!!

I've got it up and running so you can check it out for yourself.

Changes I want to accomplish by the website's actual due-date:
1) Flash intro
2) thumbnails in the gallery (I realize it's a little annoying having to go through every picture in a linear fashion...).

But it works for now. And I can go on to my other work....

Rooftop

2009-03-28T20:15:00.005-06:00

So. I think this might be the one? Minor edits still need to be done in Photoshop (like the edges and stuff), but I think I just need to get away from it a little bit. Please give me any constructive feedback.

Snow Day!

2009-03-27T09:46:00.003-06:00

Well, it's been just about the least exciting spring break ever. That's okay though. I keep reminding myself that it's the last time I'll be able to just hang around until after the end of May. I have ONE MONTH left of undergrad. The work is picking up. By Sunday, I need to have most of a 10 to 12 page paper written, and at least 5 to 7 photos completed. I'd also like to squeeze in a haircut and massage just to pamper myself. Yesterday it snowed all day... Boulder got a ton of snow. Currently my car is buried in about a foot of fresh powder. Looks like I won't be driving anywhere anytime soon. I'd like to get up to the mountains at some point before spring break is over to get one last snowboarding session in before spring hits and the snow melts away. The base at most mountains went up 20-30 in overnight. Well, it's time to finish this cup of inspiration (aka coffee) and get started on some photo work. (Speaking of, could possibly be working CMKY 2009 with Sam. Would be freaking SWEET.)

Boulder Creek Path in the canyon

2009-03-16T00:37:00.003-06:00

Today was rather lazy again. Got some work done on the computer and then decided to get some work done for my Photo project. Here's Chris posing for me. Though this is not the actual photo project, it is the start of one. It was yet another beautiful day here in Colorado which makes it hard to stay in. This little spot is part of the Boulder Creek Path found off of Canyon just outside of Boulder. After 4 and a half years of living in Boulder, this is the first time I've ever ventured over there. This fact is really sad to me because it's literally right outside of Boulder. Plus, it's absolutely beautiful there.

James' House

2009-03-14T12:06:00.003-06:00

Went to James' house last night for some good beer and good friends. Was pretty fun. Now it's time to get to work. For Digital Art class I have to create a podcast and a mash-up. For New Directions I have to create a quartz patch. Tomorrow is dedicated to photography. I need to finish this rooftop image and the other image I have in my head...

Today: a trip to Pearl

2009-03-01T20:59:00.003-07:00

Went down to Pearl today. I was tired of sitting at my house. Couldn't get anyone to go with me though. I walked from my place and just enjoyed the time alone.

Stayed until dusk and snapped some pictures. I really love my new camera. This weekend has been quite insane. I've really enjoyed it though and was glad I had something going on the entire time, except for today. It's March already. Two more months left until I graduate...

50 mm

2009-02-22T22:46:00.002-07:00

Mark was kind enough to let me borrow his 50 mm lens so I could see if it's something I could dig. I like it so far, especially for the f/1.8! That makes the lens much more fun for me since I was coming from an f/4. I'm gunna keep playing! After I finish my VDMX project.... sweet.

Photo 4 Begins...

2009-02-18T10:26:00.002-07:00

Here's the first attempt at my photo 4 series for this semester. I want to stress that it is REALLY rough, but I think I like where it's headed. Now it's time to fine-tune the small stuff and work on making it more surreal.

The work for this semester is already piling up. We're the 6th week in and I still have a lot I need to do. If anything, at least I know I can work during spring break while everyone else is in Mexico or something. Hooray!

More with IR from Photoshop

2009-02-08T21:38:00.001-07:00

More experiments with Photoshop. I like the effect, but I still think nothing is as good as the real thing baby.

IR experiment

2009-02-05T13:44:00.006-07:00

Okay, so! I am working on ideas and techniques for my new series and project in photo 4 this semester. I want to use IR film in some of the shots to create an otherworldly feel. However, before I went out and spent the cash on infrared film, I thought it made sense to do some experiments in Photoshop first to see if it can do basically the same thing. Let me know what you think please! IR film or digitized IR?

Alright, I lied...

2009-02-02T02:30:00.003-07:00

I felt guilty about not posting an image when I have so many on this dang hard drive. So here is yet another image with the same technique. The texture in this one mirrors the texture found in the rocks in the foreground. Awesome.

Late Night Research

2009-02-02T02:09:00.003-07:00

Well, no photo for this post. But I wanted to share a video with you guys. We have to give this presentation tomorrow in my Digital Art 2 class about a digital artist that we find inspiring. I've been checking out James Alliban from London. His work is really sweet and he's totally open to sharing his method with those who care to read his blog. Check him out if you get a chance. Anyway, here's the video:

Motion trails v01 from James Alliban on Vimeo.

Another photo...

2009-01-29T01:52:00.004-07:00

Here's another photo with the same technique. It's late and I'm tired, but for some reason I'm up.

New Techniques and Growth

2009-01-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

Last semester was tough on me. I was presented with a few hard questions and things to think about, especially as an artist. After careful consideration and many many conversations with friends, family and teachers, I think I know where I'm headed. For this semester I plan on treating my Photo class as a Fine Art class. Albert has his ideas of what 'art' is, and while some are slightly agreeable, most of those ideas are quite conservative. Since the semester is set up as more of an independent study (and I am finally ready for this kind of class), I am going to push myself to explore my technique further in order to create beautiful images that are absolutely seamless. I've been checking out some contemporary photographers, most of whom are kids like me, and gaining inspiration through their vision and mine combined. Last semester was more of a jumping off point for me. I look back at the work and see it as a work in progress. This can be good and bad, but I'm glad I still allow room for growth as an artist. So anyway, here's start-off of my new technique.

Winter Update

2009-01-08T19:49:00.000-07:00

So. Update time! I have lots of photos, but I hand-picked certain ones especially for this entry. Hooray!

I haven't worked much over break, which is nice for my sanity but not for my wallet. Right after Finals were over, Ronnie and I headed over Austin for Christmas. It was awesome. I slept a whole lot and did a lot of nothing which is rare for me.

We drank a lot of beer and ate a lot of food, the things you're supposed to do over the holidays right? We also decorated a tree, which Ronnie did on hyper-speed.

It was really great getting to spend time with my friends from high school with Ronnie. We went to Munjid's a lot. We even got Aunna to go with us.

When the week was over, I felt like I had barely been there at all. When we got back, we decided it was high time to get some shredding in. So we got the clan together (Lauren W, Derek, Lauren C, Britt, Ronnie, and me) and after a few bumps, ended up staying at Keystone Inn. It was awesome. Rooftop hottub, which I unfortunately did not take a picture of because being drunk around water would probably end up in a wet camera. Anyway, here's the sunrise on the day we left.

So then after New Years passed, we went to the Bonobo concert with our friend Chris. The next day we did nothing. Abby decided to remind me that I don't have a rock hard stomach and kneaded the dough on me.

And the other night, I was bored as hell and just tried to get some night shots with my camera. I know it's not great, but I thought it was really cool. At least, it peaked my interest in giving night photography a shot.

And yesterday was Jeff's bday. So we went to happy hour at the West End to celebrate.

That turned in to pool at the Downer.

After a CRAZY night, I spent today bumming around the house. I am just as tired now as I was at 9 am this morning. (No coffee.) Here's what I look like after a long night of partying:

More...

2008-12-18T00:53:00.000-07:00

I think it's time for a new model.. poor Lauren's had enough.

Final Photo Portfolio

2008-12-16T22:33:00.000-07:00

Well, I spent a lot of time the last couple of days worrying about my Photo 3 final portfolio. I stayed up most of last night (except for those 2 hours that I slept) to get the work done. All in all, I guess I was well-received. I feel strange about my work, honestly. I think it's different from the other work in my class and it might be because I spend too much time analyzing and critiquing my work before it even appears. I've had a lot of trouble this semester trying to find inspiration and feeling less than adequate. I was telling my dad earlier that I am excited about the idea of taking photos over break just for the fun of it again.

So there's one mini-victory for Allison... and now on to the rest: my TAM portfolio website. After tomorrow at 4 pm I will officially be DONE. D-O-N-E. Man, it has been quite a grueling semester.

In other news, Ronnie and I are going to see Pretty Lights and Lotus for New Years, and two days later we'll see Bonobo. I am so excited!!! I guess I should finish my work and get on with it!

Still workin....

2008-12-14T19:52:00.001-07:00

I went up to Chataqua today. I had a great idea (or so I thought) for some of my final images. However, when I starting shooting the photos it was just boring. So I started to leave. That's when I noticed what a gorgeous winter day it was, despite it being 2 degrees out all day.

I'm still trying to get my work completed for the semester. I have 10 photos to complete (take, edit and print) and I'm sort of under the wire at this point. The ideas are not really flowing and I think it's just because I am entirely burnt out. I cannot wait for this break.... so close.

Technicollage

2008-12-11T01:35:00.000-07:00

Here are photos of my Capstone Thesis displayed in the ATLAS building in CU. Overall, the TAM program is probably the most wonderful program at CU, where teachers promote good ideas and they actually TEACH their students. Anyway, this is my print series entitled "Technicollage: Keys, Lens, and Notes." The backing is aluminum and aluminum screen to give it a 3D and more of a tactile feeling. The pieces are joined together by nuts and bolts. Arts and Farts and Crafts.

workin' hard

2008-12-06T22:30:00.000-07:00

Well, here's a shot from yesterday. I took some photos to try to find some inspiration for the rest of my Final Portfolio (10 more images to go...) that I'm supposed to have completed by Thursday. I'm having trouble envisioning anything really. I'm halfway tempted to just turn in random photos and see what happens.

Currently I'm working on a psycho-analytic paper about Rear Window. Things could be worse, really. At least the topic is extremely easy for me to write about. I think I wrote a paper about Rear Window my freshman year... And now I'm just waiting for the video to finish downloading before I can continue my work.

Anyway, I went by Mcguckin's today to buy supplies for my Thesis. I'm really excited about this idea, especially since Ronnie is going to help me assemble it the right way. Without him I think I would have this great idea that I could never actually put together because of knowledge about materials and access to certain things (like a machine that cuts metal?). So, by Monday I should have pictures of the project up on here as well. Stay tuned.

Work and Christmas list

2008-12-04T15:08:00.000-07:00

I have been checking out contemporary fine art photographers and stumbled across this guy: Maleonn. Very interesting work.

I've decided what I want for Christmas.

1. New MacBook Pro 15"

2. Epson or HP 19" photo inkjet printer

3. 50d

That's all. Just a few grand, no big deal....

2008-11-20T10:09:00.000-07:00

tried a new background. what do you think?

Lil Flash animation

2008-11-17T11:56:00.000-07:00

Just for fun.... the music is a little off and it's a little rough around the edges, but still... Check it out.

Film Stills Recreated: Coffee and Cigarettes

2008-11-10T19:30:00.000-07:00

Sunday - a day full of work

2008-11-09T13:54:00.000-07:00

For some reason it always seems appropriate to include blogging into my homework sessions. The above photo was taken in the lighting studio in my Photo 3 class. We were to learn about lighting. I'm not entirely sure how much I actually learned, but it was good experience anyway. Besides my photo class from Austin Community College, I haven't had any experience in the lighting studio. I think it's something I need to look into.

Well, today is my one day off this week and I have to accomplish a lot. I have an exam in Art History on Tuesday that I need to ace (the last exam grade was not so hot, damn identifications!), and I also have my third project in Photo 3 due on the same day. We're supposed to be doing Film Stills. I haven't really picked the movie I'd like to do, but I was thinking about doing Sunset Boulevard. I like the black and white and the contrast, especially in the second photo of that set with Gloria Swanson. But I'm still not really sure. Things stopping me: thinking about how to approach the shots, lighting, models. Anyway, if any of you have some suggestions of movies you really love, please let me know!

Back to work.

EDIT: I am now going to do Coffee and Cigarettes, an old favorite of mine! Still black and white, but a little closer to home. I won't need too many props to re-create the scenes. Playing dress up will be fun too! Oh yeah baby! Now I am excited.

Procrasturbation - finding pleasure in procrastination. Webster's here I come!

2008-11-04T17:26:00.001-07:00

Well hello there dear reader. I decided to include some work I recently re-edited. Forgot I had some gems hidden on this little computer'o'mine. I would have liked to have used a macro lens for this one, but my standard one did alright.

I've been attempting (all day) to write one of the two papers I will have this semester. This one is about art and psychoanalysis (which was developed by Freud) and is due tomorrow. I am to relate art to the unconscious mind and prove that it serves as a vehicle for satisfying certain unconscious desires. A topic, to me, that is very interesting and easy to relate to and write about. So anyway, I've been brainstorming since 11 am (minus the hour and a half spent at class) and here I am at 5:38 with only a page worth of rambling paragraphs. The topic is interesting to me and yet STILL I am procrastinating. I do have a feeling, despite my procrastination and probably night of no sleep, this paper will kick some major ass.

On that note, back to work! Happy Election Day.

Why I've been absent

2008-10-27T15:39:00.001-06:00

Projects projects projects!

So that's where I've been the last few weeks.

Here's what I've been working on the last few days:

the rough draft of my official portfolio website.

Without Further Ado..

2008-10-13T00:36:00.001-06:00

i think i'll reshoot it with her in a sheer garment that has been sprayed to cling her body for dramatic effect. stay tuned!

Only Words Today:::

2008-10-11T20:50:00.000-06:00

I've been working pretty heavily on my photo project recently. Unfortunately, I was lacking inspiration for most of it, so the majority of time was spent trying something and giving up halfway through it. I know you're supposed to work with something until you reach a good finishing point, but sometimes you just can't force it.

Currently, I have a visual concept for the photo, but I am still struggling with how to accomplish it. I do know that I want it to be whimsical and dream-like, a photo unlike the ones I've ever taken. It will be nice to not just try something new, but really do it. To be honest, besides the photos I did for Cameron and Christina, I've been rather bored with my work. It just seemed like my work was stagnant and lacked vision or any amount of originality and creativity... that the photos were never really going to go anywhere. It's time for a change people. Inspiration from the weather and from the crazy dreams I've been having the last few days.

Speaking of weather, I think I've been feeling a little under the weather for a while now. I've let so much of my old self go and sometimes I do more than reminisce, I really and truly miss parts of the past. Sometimes I think that the old me was more driven and more inspired. True, it's easier to find inspiration and growth in sadness (and I had a lot of that a few years back, despite my mostly cheery exterior), but I thought that once everything else in my life was going well it would give me an infinite amount of inspiration and lots of room to focus on my growth. We will see what comes about.

Well, the weekend left something to be desired, but at least the weather is singing a new tune - and it sounds laid-back and warm like Sun Kil Moon. Snowboarding is on the horizon and I am cooking up ways in my head to make the most of my free time in the mountains. Tonight was very enjoyable and spontaneous. Lauren and I went to yoga and then to visit Aubrey at work and then to Panera, where we chatted about life. Lots on the mind, lots to talk about. And that's all for tonight.

engagement photos for all to see

2008-09-28T21:28:00.000-06:00

Okay!!! So. I hope these translate to your browser the way I intended them to (color/contrast). Here are some of the 150 engagement photos I took for my friend and his fiance. I think I was spoiled by these two, really. The next couple has a lot to live up to. My job is easy when the surroundings are beautiful and the people are just as beautiful.

On a more sad note, my grandmother is not doing so well. I have to fly out tomorrow to spend some time with her and to help move her into her care center. Think positive thoughts for me.

These last couple of weeks have been kind of a rest for me. I love the calm before the storm. For my next photo project we have to create ONE beautiful and timeless photo. I have no idea what I will do because that is a TON of pressure. thinking thinking thoughts.

Mostly Words

2008-09-17T09:53:00.000-06:00

So, I think for so long I've been taking myself and my photos too seriously. It seems that some people, who barely think about their work, are getting some sort of message across whereas I am not. Maybe I am just over-thinking it all, and maybe it's more about being at the right place at the right time - or rather, just living life to the fullest and bringing my camera with me. I wrote in my personal journal last night. "When will photography be fun again?" It never should have been anything but fun.

I guess I just need to decide what "art" means to me. Stick to that. Stay true to my truth. Anyway, I was playing around in Photoshop and made a little somethin' to include in the post. It's not very tough, as far as skill, but I think it looks pretty neat.

Project One

2008-09-15T00:13:00.000-06:00

Currently working on my project due tomorrow for Photo 3. We were only given 2 real guidelines: 1) we must have 5 images, and 2) they must be edited using some software. Above is one of the sets of 5. I have more. My original idea fell short and I had to think fast. I could do this storytelling style forever. This weekend was full of work: 16 hours at work and the rest spent sleeping/doing school work. Hooray for super-Senior year!

Okay, back to work.

2008-09-10T16:45:00.001-06:00

While I was not paying attention in class today and was instead working on my photography project, I found a neat little program called Pixelmator. It was free to try and as I was playing around with it, I ended up with this image quite easily. I'm pretty stoked to see what I can really do.

2008-09-08T17:02:00.000-06:00

Started my virtual self-portrait today for my Digital Arts class. I like where it's headed. And I have two and a half weeks to work on it.

Well the weekend was wonderful, but now it's back to reality. Ronnie and I spent a lot of time with our friends Ashley and Tyler. They are officially moving to California and I find it quite funny that we all became so close just as they were about to leave. It might have happened for a reason, I just don't know what that reason is yet.

Tonight I almost didn't go to yoga. I thought to myself "Well, I could sit here and relax or I could go to yoga and.... relax." So as soon as I realized that yoga is about ME, I put on the spandex and headed that way. Good thing too, because life threw another curve ball. I ran into two long-lost friends at the class. There I am doing a standing twist and bam! There they were.

The week(end) in recap

2008-08-31T21:54:00.000-06:00

Well, finished my first week of Fall semester 2008. It was rough working 33 hours and going to 5 classes... 3 of which are studio courses. Needless to say, I had to cut some hours somewhere and it was most definitely not going to be school. Well, at least I won't even be able to go out this semester... more time to focus.

Ronnie and I went to take photos at his site today. On the way there, on our bikes, we encountered a festival on the Creek Path. There was a rock climbing wall, 3 blow-up slides, carnival games where you can win stuffed animals, shaved ice, beer, music and artisan booths with jewelry and other things that make my will weak.

Anyway, the top photo is of the Boulder Creek. I wanted to play with shutter speeds and get something pretty cool, but it was waaaayy too bright out. I still like this one though.

After getting critiqued for my work being too "pretty" and that the photos didn't have enough content behind them, I had a lot of thinking to do. I had to decide what was actually said to me and weigh that against the work I brought in. Let me explain, we were told to bring in some past photos to my Photography class. Now this would be fine except that more than half of his photo 2 class are in my class. So... he's familiar with their work... he's trained them on what he wants and what he expects. (Their work was well-received, by the way.) So of course I bring in my technically solid work (which were from the Byron Daily Photo Project) and he said there wasn't enough content. ..... The content IS just daily life. Now, I will admit that I have not spent a lot of time setting up shots or scenes as if they were from a movie still. However, no teacher I've had has given a project where I needed to do that. Basically, he said all that about my work to make me upset or push me to work harder. I get that. And I will work on creating Fine Art photography according to his terms... but like he said on the first day (which is now obviously hypocritical), "Sometimes there's nothing wrong with just a pretty picture." I am not ashamed to take a daily photo in a diary-type way.

With that said. Here are some more photos from today's excursions.

Art and Humility

2008-08-26T19:23:00.000-06:00

both 8.24.08

Today was my second day of Fall 08 Semester here at CU. After attending all 5 of my classes the last two days, I have come to a few conclusions.

Mainly, no artist is good at their art.

Now before you jump to conclusions and assume I'm having a bad day, let me also say that

we are ALL good at creating art.

Let me explain. I've been out of the studio setting for 3 full months and have gotten quite comfortable. Thankfully, I've had quite a few opportunities to break out my camera (as in, every day) and I've even gotten paid to do it. Lately, the only real critique I've gotten is from Ronnie. And, sometimes I realize that other people are looking at my work but I hardly ever stop to think about what they think about it. But here's the thing: there is always someone who doesn't like your work. And you know what? That's okay. All you can do is work harder and ask questions and be.... humble, knowing that you have the ultimate decision of which opinions really matter.

I was going to tell a story here about what happened when I ran into Mark in the hallway today. But after rambling for a couple of paragraphs, I realized he explains it better. Just know that I too share his thoughts and also find the overall reaction surprising.

8.26.08

our sheets

COLOR!!!!!!

2008-08-23T10:35:00.000-06:00

taken 8.23.08

I got new shoes. Keen hybrids for $25. REI rules. Today I have the day off. What's going on today - the last Saturday before school starts: 1) breakfast, consisting of eggs, bacon and toast 2) shower 3) bike riding to Barnes & Noble 4) FREE Girl Talk concert on campus 5) beer @ Old Chicago's.

After long search and labor, I have finally figured out how to post my pictures in better form. Through Flickr I finally found the URL for my photos to upload them to blogger. I knew blogger was messing up the color of my photos. At some point, I'll have the time to go through and edit all the photos in my posts, but not right now. We're making breakfast. So for now, all of you can see the REAL photos at my Flickr account.

more from the other day

2008-08-21T18:49:00.000-06:00

all taken 8.01.08

I think blogger and/or the internet messes with the color of my photos. I could have sworn these all looked more vibrant in Photoshop...

Anyway, I hope pictures of Jive Coulis & Ronnie are still fun to look at for everyone. I haven't had much time to take anything else the last couple of days. I just got off of work and I am so pooped right now. I want to muster up the energy to go on an adventure, but alas I cannot.

The last two days incoming CU freshmen have been moving their possessions into their dorms. Earlier I was reminiscing what it was like to be the new kid on the block, how strange it was to move in with a stranger and hope that in two days you'll both be best friends. As a freshman, I remember I felt like a tag-along with my roommate Emily. She was from Boulder, and I wanted to jump right into her life and be friends with her friends. After a few days of that, I decided it wasn't the right fit for me and ended up being friends with other people. My hope to be best friends with my roommate didn't ever happen. Four years have passed and A LOT has changed and yet some things haven't at all. Life is just funny, ya know?

Cities of Mystery, Mountains of Wonder

2008-08-16T09:46:00.000-06:00

all taken 8.13.08 @ The Fox

What a fun night! Ronnie got to play the first song of the set with Jive Coulis! At the Fox!! I am so proud. Plus, it marked a night of firsts: first time to be on a guest list and the first time to have an all access photography pass. I'd definitely do it again.

Well, Aunna and Chelsea are here. It's been raining like crazy yesterday and today, but I still want to go DO something. Last night we went out to the bars - started our night with FREE drinks at The Foundry. Ended the night with Cosmos. The perfect combo. Today I think we'll head into the Mountains and maybe go to the Celestial Seasonings tour or Avery Brewing tour. Hopefully Monday will be beautiful and we can go hiking at Garden of the Gods or even just Chautauqua.

Rockies Game

2008-08-12T23:40:00.000-06:00

8.12.08

This was the sky at sunset 4th inning at the Baseball game. Shortly after, the skies opened up and there was a wormhole. (Donnie Darko anyone?)

Martin Group in Denver

2008-08-12T15:28:00.000-06:00

8.12.08

So the last two days Ronnie and I have been in Denver working for Martin Group at their User Meeting and Technology Conference. These photos were taken at ISO 1600. I've been using a lot of ISO 1600 and have been getting kind of used to its tendencies (i.e. grain). Another thing I've been exposed to recently is White Balance... a tricky thing to work with indoors with a mix of fluorescent and incandescent lights.

Ronnie's birthday might not have been as exciting as I know he secretly hoped it might be, but we (me and his truest of friends) will get something low-key together for him.

weekend getaway

2008-08-10T20:50:00.001-06:00

8.08.08

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Ronnie and I spent the weekend with my parents in Estes Park. I had way more fun than I expected. Friday we took the touristy tram up to an extremely high point in Estes Park and fed peanuts to chipmunks. They were so used to human interaction that they took peanuts right out of your hand. It was pretty fun, to say the least. Afterwards, we played putt-putt until the sun came down. (I did not do as well as I boasted I would...)
Weekend getaways are extremely necessary. I loved having nothing to think about except waking up, spending Q.T. with theBoozer fam, and eating occasionally.

8.08.08

Though this photo is blurry right where you want it to be in focus, I loved how the colors turned out. And if asked, I'll claim I am advertising for whatever brand his socks are....

8.09.08

We took a walk around Bear Lake. It was supposed to turn into a hike, but it started to rain. We saw more rain this weekend than we have all summer.
Tomorrow we will be in Denver working on The Making of Extreme Cutover Part 2: The Client Show. Also, Happy Birthday Ronnie!

2008-07-29T21:06:00.000-06:00

7.20.08

So... this was really my first experiment with a night shot. I honestly didn't do much creatively, as I'm sure you can tell, but it's a start right? Tonight I am going to take myself on a little expedition to take more night shots. So stay tuned.

Last weekend I actually had Friday, Saturday and Sunday off which was nice because Ronnie and I had a lot of fun. We went on a date to the Cantina Laredo across the street. (The guac was amazing!) And afterward, we went to see the Dark Knight. Friday night we took our bikes (Ronnie bought me a bike!) and rode all the way deep into South Boulder to hang at our friends' new place. They have amazing views of the Flatirons and a ton of space. Also, that night Ronnie rallied a big group of friends to play night frisbee. Saturday I had my first experience at Mishawaka. It was great! We ran into tons of our show-friends as well as Amy and Adam! I love running into long lost friends. Pretty Lights were amazing also. Sunday was unique because Ronnie and I did NOTHING all day long. Sometimes those days are extremely necessary. Ronnie and I are both busy and ambitious people. Despite how much fun we do end up having, we work probably twice as hard as we play. We've been getting into the show Lost recently (only because we've watched almost all of the House episodes), so we just watched about 10 episodes and ate popsicles all day. It was great.

Here are some highlights from the weekend:

continued...

2008-07-19T12:48:00.001-06:00

I guess I got side-tracked earlier. ANYWAY... like I was saying, this is another image from Rothbury . This was their lake in front of the Good Life cabins. These cabins had it all... hot tubs, pool, on the festival grounds... Honestly though, VIP camping/RV camping is really the only way to go.

That's right ladies and gents. Peave, Love & Rothbury.

Well I just got back from camping and need to wash the smell of campfire off of myself and head off to another glorius day at work. So that's all for now guys. Back soon, hopefully.

RED ALERT!!! an actual post.

2008-07-18T14:22:00.001-06:00

I'm done apologizing guys. But here's the deal: this summer has been one for the books. Got back from Rothbury a week and a half ago. I still think about it daily. The music was amazing as were the festival's grounds . I've got a few sneak-peek photos I started editing last night. Keep in mind that these photos were taken with my cheap and crappy digital point-and-shoot... so they aren't the greatest quality, but they are still somewhat interesting to look at. If nothing else, it will allow you all to see how much thought was put into this festival by it's creators.

This is a bamboo sculpture found when passing through the main entrance. Beautiful and breathtaking.

the wonderful world of Merrick

2008-06-21T23:20:00.000-06:00

Wow, time really does fly. Let's see... I finally was able to do one of the activities from my Summer List of Things To Do. Tuesday I'll be able to cross Water World off the list as well! I'm trying to get anyone and everyone to come... so if you're reading this and you're interested, just let me know!

Tonight Aubrey and I baby-sat a co-worker's 18 month old kid, Merrick. He was a little ball of sunshine and fun. Plus, it was my first real interaction with someone that young, and it went very well! The nicest part of the whole thing was knowing that Chrysti and Dana could enjoy a real evening to themselves. As they told us about the Thai food they ate and the new Indiana Jones movie they saw, I realized just how much Aubrey and I had done for them. And it felt good.

Just so you all know... 10 days until Rothbury. The countdown has officially begun!

pictures! finally...

2008-06-16T23:38:00.000-06:00

Well I don't know about you, but it's been quite a busy summer for me. We FINALLY finished our first edition of the Making Of. Lots of time and energy. We finished it while we were in Austin. Being away from everything Boulder-related (i.e. my job) really helped to focus our energy.

Austin was a great time. We spent a couple of days on the lake with friends; we went to 6th st.; I had lunch with Aunna and Chels at this cute cafe that I forgot the name of; I bought some cowboy-ish boots; and we hung out at Munjid's. The drive down there was hard, but the drive back was super easy. Leaving early definitely helps. As we made our way into New Mexico and eventually into Colorado, the view was spectacular, especially when compared to the scenery - if you can call it that - in North Texas around Lubbock and Amarillo. One point when we switched driving, I got out and snapped some photos. These are a few from that place in New Mexico.

In closing, I'd like to say that I hope you all are continuing to read my blog. In fact, I'd actually like to invite all of you who read my silly little blog to write a comment or two - a critique or even just a 'hello there.' I will admit that receiving comments really does encourage me to keep writing. So with that, good night to you all!

2008-05-27T23:46:00.000-06:00

Hey there all. I know, you're mad. Sorry about my absence. Let me explain.

So we moved and it took three major days of hard labor - the last one involved us cleaning our other place. Our new place is finally put together and I absolutely love it. The decor is very warm and inviting. The location is amazing and a new farmer's market opened across the street that actually has affordable prices. Anyway, we finished moving just in time and the next day woke up really early to go to Mickey's graduation and also boarded two flights to get us out to Kentucky by 1 am. I think I am just now getting over my sleep deprivation.

Kentucky was amazing. I took over a thousand photos (probably around 1200 or so) and we got about 20 hours or so of film. This is good and bad. I have to edit those photos and pick the ones that are good enough. Ronnie and I have to both go through all our footage and then edit it down to 5 minutes. 20 hours > 5 mins. Yikes.

We have our work cut out for us. Not to mention, I am working 30+ hours at the Bucks to hold everything together. We are leaving soon for Austin (June 9th) and the trip is shaping up to be an amazing one. I can't wait to relax on the lake with some old friends.

I promise I will try to get back into the swing of things as far as blogger is concerned. I won't be posting any photos this time because I hate waiting for them to upload. So it's just words for now. Soon I'll get back into it and it'll be like brushing my teeth - you know, sometimes you just forget and go to bed instead.

2008-05-15T08:20:00.000-06:00

5.10.08

We are moving today. I forgot to put these up last time too. I'll write more once our life is back in order.

absence makes the heart frow fonder

2008-05-14T00:44:00.000-06:00

Well, I've successfully recovered from the mess that was caused by finals week. I've taken pictures ALMOST everyday since that week, but have not found the time to post or even upload them to my computer. So, out of personal guilt i have decided to ignore my sleepy eyes and desire to rest to upload these pictures - but only for you, dear reader.

4.24.08

5.01.08

5.10.08

Turns out it snows even in May. Ronnie and I went up to summit county to film one of the scenes in Extreme Cutover. We had to act too....surprise! So there I am in this parka that is ten million times bigger than me standing in a foot of fresh snow, happy as ever (as seen above). So we are moving Thursday. hopefully we will finish by the end of the day. I guess now would be as good a time as any to start packing.... should've done that earlier.....

2008-04-27T21:42:00.000-06:00

These were not taken today, but they are a part of my final photo project that I will be turning in tomorrow. Luckily, I found some mats that were pre-cut and fit perfectly, so I didn't have to spend 20 million hours cutting mat board. I also finished my artist statement. So this weekend was a success.

We're watching Robin Hood Men In Tights, so I think I'll go back to that. Some coffee frozen yogurt awaits....

today = high productivity

2008-04-27T12:20:00.000-06:00

Today I am feeling quite productive.

I woke up at 10, made coffee, and immediately began work on my website. I finally finished it, as well as my updated resume! The only thing left to do is the gallery section. Ronnie will help me crank that bad boy out soon though. Flash is my best friend...

I am officially official. Check it.

After this delicious lunch I'm currently making, I am going to shower and finish my photo project. I had some really great ideas on Friday that I'm really excited about. Hopefully I can get the finals scanned and posted soon.

late night ramblings

2008-04-26T01:05:00.000-06:00

First of all, I just want it to be known that Kongar-ol Ondar might be the most badass Tuvan singer ever. If any of you have MySpace (who am I kidding? You all do of course), you can check him out in the song "Budapest Eskimos" by The Lushlife Project. He has also done work with Mr. Victor Wooten in Bela Fleck. When explaining his technique, Ondar said:

"Throat-singing is a tradition of Tuva that is very old. It is inspired by the beautiful landscape of Tuva, which is full of sounds -- the windswept open range with grazing livestock, the mountain forests full of birds and animals and the countless streams tumbling out of the mountains onto the open range to form mighty rivers. Our throat-singing has been passed down for countless generations. It is the immortal part of ourselves."

I like this because, once again, it reminds me that art is so close to home. I began writing my artist statement for my photo project, and it was so easy. I mentioned how before this project I would drive around searching for my photos. I would spend hours and hours trying to find something that spoke to me. I had an image in my mind, and I went searching for it. Honestly, some of my best photos have occurred in an almost accidental fashion and relatively close to home: Aunna's portrait by the window, Allie's skirt and scarf whirling around her bare toes, the church on 360 at sunset, underneath the 620 bridge by Lake Austin - a place I would frequent often to find solitude. I guess ever since then, I've been trying to re-create those photos. Honestly, it's not going to happen. And it shouldn't either. Those sacred moments were MY moments, but they don't really exist anymore.

I remember once I went back to that place under the 620 bridge and it wasn't the same. I could really only sit there for 10 minutes before I wanted to leave. Life moves on I guess. And I have different moments now.

3/26

3/14

Goings-on

2008-04-24T11:19:00.000-06:00

Currently working on my final photo project. Anyone know a decent place to print digital photos that actually turn out well/professional-looking? If so, let me know!

In other news, Ronnie and I met with the Extreme Cutover team(Peter & Len, Hannah Walters of Martin Group) yesterday. The project is officially in motion. It was great to finally get some face-time in. Ronnie and I both had some beautifully clever ideas. I must say I think we might have impressed them all. We start filming on May 19th, which means I had to drop my Environmental Digital Photography May-mester course. I'm not terribly upset because a lot is going on in mid-May (finals, graduations, moving, etc.). And the amount of experience I can gain from a project like this is WAY more than what I could gain in that summer class.

As the semester winds to an end, I find it hard to stay focused on my classes. I don't mean the work for the classes - I just mean actually going to the classes. Mark knows what I'm talking about. I know he's sitting in the back of the Roman Art and Architecture class scowling at the older man in front who talks way. too. much. Sorry Mark. I know I wouldn't pay attention anyway.

Besides, I would much rather edit my photos for my final photo project and take a shower and THEN go to work. However, the guilt is still present as I sit here while I should be in class. So here's a goodie for you:

2008-04-20T23:47:00.000-06:00

not taken by me, but is a picture of me. 4/20

took this little photo the other night... didn't feel like editing it at all. 4/18

took this little number a while ago... id say 4/14
ronnie and i used this in my flash project

Flash is a very tough program to work with when you're first learning. I wanted to give up on my project like 20 times. Thankfully Ronnie was there to help keep me sane.

This weekend was gorgeous. I actually had a weekend for once, which was nice. Today was even more beautiful since I spent it with friends all day. Ronnie and I had a bbq over at our place. That was amazing. We cooked up some fajita steak and had appetizers like chips and salsa, even grapes. Anyway, I think it might have been the first time we had more than 4 people over to our place... I just wish some more people had showed up too, like Jody and Thomas.

The semester is coming to a close. Most people I know are graduating this May. I won't be. I can't tell if I'm sad about this or not. I guess what I'm sort of upset about right now is the fact that I wasn't invited to a friend's graduation party, but the dude we both used to have a crush on IS invited. Call me petty, but I guess I held our friendship on a higher level? Needless to say, today I threw away a card she gave me three years ago. So that's that.

Oh, and GOOD NEWS! Ronnie and I are actually going to do the Extreme Cutover project! We have a meeting with Hannah on Wednesday. This summer is going to be amazing.

2008-04-15T14:43:00.000-06:00

4.15.08

readings and the daily photo idea

2008-04-13T23:01:00.000-06:00

I started my research on Byron Wolfe for my presentation tomorrow. He did a 365-day project (just like Mark). So obviously I've been reading up on Mr. Wolfe and have in turn found some quotes that I'd like to put here... for the sake of my own memory really.

In defense of the daily photo idea: "Musicians and athletes practice every day, so why shouldn't photographers?" I used to play an instrument and I know what practice makes perfect means. Though I never actually practiced every day, it was at least 2 times a day 5 days a week. This analogy totally shed some light for me on photography in general. Why shouldn't photography, or whatever your medium is, be treated like an instrument? I know it seems mathematical or systematic and may perhaps loose some of its romantically accidental appeal, but how can you get better if you don't practice all the time?

He also says, "'Write about what you know' it's a statement that translates easily to photography, but it's difficult to put into practice when you're first starting out. it's hard enough to know 'what you know'...." And he goes on to say "Write to discover what you think." I cannot tell you how many times I've sat down to write in my journal and ended up learning something I didn't know that I knew. For those of you that don't keep a journal, maybe it's time you do. It's worth thinking about. And writing about. But seriously, take photos of what you know to learn things you didn't know you knew. It's just all so brilliant!

4.7.08

pictures say it better

2008-04-08T22:21:00.000-06:00

Not much to say tonight. Here are some photos:

Today's Inspirations: My Peers

2008-03-20T12:54:00.000-06:00

As of yesterday, I decided it was high time to start competing with my peers, or at least letting myself get excited about their work. I've been checking out Mark's Blog, and have just been inspired to make my own personal goal of taking at least one good photo a day. I remember last year stumbling across Mark's 365 day photo project, and it was really striking - especially for the concept behind it and the fact that there were 200+ really amazing photos. I've also realized recently that as a Photography major, I rarely ever get caught with my camera. Do I just think that it's supposed to be a quiet hobby? It most definitely shouldn't be. I need to build up my portfolio and experience so I know what I'm doing at all times.

So without further ado, here is the start of that goal. I'm not really sure how I feel about any of these photos. Some are probably really well done, while others will just come off as snapshots.

This one I really like simply for the exposure. Its always fun when you check yourself against your camera's idea of "correct exposure." More often than not, I hate my camera's idea of a perfectly exposed image. Grey grey grey!

I think that's all I'll add for today. There were more, so just feel free to judge me @ Flickr.

So it is officially now my Spring Break! I have also figured out the last few classes I'll need to graduate. 5 years ain't so bad, right? Naahh. Who's in a hurry to grow up anyway?

Another long day: signs point to WINE!

2008-03-18T22:35:00.000-06:00

I worked harder for today than I have ever worked before. After making a terrible grade on my first Roman Art & Architecture test, I decided I could no longer sit idly by. I know that I'm smart and competent.... we all experience hiccups now and again.... but for whatever reason I've always been against studying. I tell myself that it won't make a difference or that I have "too much to do." (Then I find a way to occupy my time - I chat with Ronnie or I log onto Facebook, Myspace, Flickr, etc. as a decoy.) The truth of the matter is: STUDYING WORKS. I actually said that to a customer tonight at work. She smiled and simply said "That's what all us professors are trying to tell you!" Shoot girl, only took me 4 years to get it. As a result of my fine studious abilities, I am pretty damn sure I made an A.

On another note, the week is nearly over for me! Soon I will be cruising on top of a mountain with my baby and his friends and my girl LC. The break is going to be much needed as I am about ready to peel the skin off of my face because of the amount of work I've had to do lately.

The Difficulty of Art: a personal problem.

2008-03-16T22:55:00.000-06:00

So, it's officially official: Ronnie and I are going to Rothbury!!! With VIP camping tickets, we're going to be on top of the world... or at least freshly groomed everyday. I finally allowed the reality of the line-up to settle in:: 311, John Mayer, DMB, STS9, Thievery Corporation, Citizen Cope!!!! The list goes on and on.

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In other news, I've decided that art is hard. Laugh if you want but I insist that this is, in fact, true! First of all, the time involved in creating your masterpiece is a commitment. Believe me, I have tried to create a complete and perfect portfolio the night before, but it never works. You're proud of your work, but only because you managed to halfway finish 5 prints in 4 hours straight. NOT ENOUGH! A good and complete piece of work takes many hours across many days to finish. Second, inspiration is not predictable. Often times an assignment is given and your inspiration has left the building and there's no note saying "will be back in 5." So you take walks and you go out with friends and you just simply drive around waiting for something to slap you in the face, which inevitably never happens. Inspiration is like that crush you have who doesn't want to be with you until you're over them. Third, even if you find your way through the jungle and come up with some solid idea, there is probably someone else doing it better and faster and just all around cooler than you. You'd be fooling yourself if you thought you were the best thing that happened to design.

Sometimes art hurts my head. I can see what I want but I lack the complete knowledge to make it happen right away. I have to study and think about rules and steps to take. At the end of the day though, I would claim all of the above reasons as reasons why I love design. I love the devotion and the time spent creating something you're absolutely proud of. I love spending hours slaving to see the end result. The means to the end: definitely worth it. The fact that inspiration is unpredictable keeps me on my toes. And if someone does my idea better, good for them! Soon after I'm going to be their best friend and proceed to absorb all of their knowledge.

Most of all, art builds virtue. There are times when you want to throw your computer at a wall when you're using Dreamweaver and it won't let you create a Rollover. However, there is a tiiiiiny little voice, deep within, that says something like "Now Allison, don't give up. You're so close!" So you don't. And you learn a little something about yourself. Perseverance and dedication.

So I propose to you all, as you go about your day and you meet Art Majors, don't make fun of them or ask if they play with clay all day.... Art is hard!

Today's Thoughts: Music and Design

2008-03-13T10:46:00.000-06:00

The buzz around SXSW is always funny to me. I just find it ironic that even though I'm from Austin, I've never had the opportunity to go to SXSW or ACL. By the time I made enough money and had more than enough interest in the festi-scene, I was already in Colorado - and the costs of plane tickets PLUS concert tickets were scary. Eventually, once Ronnie and I begin to see some return for the hard work we put into all of our design-work, we can go to all the festivals we want! Speaking of, we're planning to attend Rothbury Festival this summer. I want to get the VIP tickets because I'd like to shower and truly enjoy myself. I know the weather is going to be much better than Bonnaroo was last year, but I know I'd still feel nasty after 4 or 5 days spent outside jammin' hard to the tunes.

It's easy to look to the future right now. The school year is almost over. We have about 7 weeks left in this semester. I hope when I look back to the semester's events, I feel I did everything I could. Ronnie has to remind me constantly that I can only do so much, not everything I want to do. It's a hard thing to accept, but I know it's true.

Lately I've been attending yoga at least 5 to 6 times a week. It's extremely rewarding to watch your body grow and get stronger. I feel grounded in my own body. I feel proud every time I finish a class. I push myself harder each time and have learned to really cherish that hour I devote to yoga. It's freeing. Yoga also helps to remind me to live in this moment, day by day. Sometimes I find myself getting carried away with the ideas and fantasy of the distant-future. I just have so much hope for myself, for Ronnie, for my life and his life, for my parents. No one should ever let their dreams go, but we also should learn to not get carried away.

So, on this Thursday afternoon, I am going to live the fullest in the next hour before I have to go to work. TGIF, or TGITh - it's my Friday.

a look to the past

2008-01-19T22:26:00.000-07:00

Sunday. December 10, 2006.

I went to the top of Flagstaff and on to Gross Reservoir. I listened to the recorded live CD of STS9's show on Sept 9th (Jennifer's wedding weekend), which was sent to me via Ronnie a few days ago. The gesture, though small and through a computer, meant a lot to me. As I sat at the top of the mountain and looked down at the reservoir, listening to 'Music, Us,' my thoughts though short and fleeting, were peaceful. The sun kept me warm against the winter chill. And there was absolutely no one around to bother me. If I close my eyes now I can see the entire place, feel the sun on my chilled skin. I told myself to be patient, life's not done yet! It'll speed back up at strange and unfamiliar places. Just try not to forget the reason you came out here:

Fresh mountain air. New people. Sun. Winter and Summer. Spring and Fall.

Though my day didn't really help me accomplish the important stuff on the sticky note, I felt as though it might have been the most successful day of the week.

America's bad habits

2007-12-16T20:41:00.000-07:00

Funny how the "eating right" craze is everywhere. My question is: How did we get here? In my opinion, we shouldn't need labels on food that say it's healthy. We should all be aware of everything we put in our bodies - drugs, alcohol, pain killers, preservatives, etc. etc. These types of toxins are what slow us down everyday. Now, I'm not exempt from a lot of these toxins, but I am at least making baby steps to rid them from my diet. I call it 'getting back to basics.' And it basically should be pretty easy.